Restoration Of Relationship

by Shoshana
(California)

I understand completely that I have been a bit selfish in my relationship with the most generous and kindest man. He is sweet, intelligent, understanding, and he is also ill. He has myotonic dystrophy, which makes him tired, and he spends his day helping others in his practice of Psychiatry.

He also spends time with his son, whom he really adores! And I was jealous and I wanted him to tell me that he loved me. I wanted him to marry me, to commit to me. I was so selfish!!! He wanted my understanding, and although I was very kind in person, when he wasn't there I was jealous and resentful.

He has separated from me because I accused him of not being capable of consistent love. I really did not see how overwhelmed he was. I have apologized, and he has gone away from me.
I feel terrible, but I understand my lesson.

I am so sorry dear Mother, please I ask you to intercede for me, that if it is possible I be given the task of caring for him for the rest of my life, as his partner I will help him with his ill mother and brother. I want to be at his service. I want to love him, preferably in this earth, but it is the will of God not mine.
May he see the nature of my true love and commitment. Amen

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